gone mad??

i suppose. indeed. these few days i couldn't stop thinking of you. but it's alright, as you said that, it doesn't matter. (:

NOOOOO! T.T

As what you said, we are getting less time to be together. TT so why do you need to make such decision of leaving me after spm? =( you must carry out your promise with me okay??? ): you know, i scare that you might forget about me or people want to snatch you away from me! TT 8-10 months a my dear....8 to 10 days is enough to drive me gone mad you know?! )': you are my ONLY ONE! my TREASURE! dear, tell me, love could change your decision right?? T.T i wish it could. so that you will never never and never leave me here alone. i will be crying every every moment. i will be thinking of you all the time~ TT i know you are thinking of our future but you have to bring me along marh~ that's what we called couple right ): once you are gone, my life is bored, is blank... so please~never leave me! i love you dear! mwahhs~

i LOVE you the MOST!

my dear ah chung, do you know who can replace you? It is ah chung, andy ng aik tshong again. besides, do you know that who is that can make me cry badly? It is you, my lovely hubby again! you are just belong to me o dear~ never never try to run away from me. I angry because I want you to sayang me more, i can feel the sweetness^^ I moody because i dont want you to leave me alone. I cry because i want you to hug me tightly. I pretend to ask you to look for another girl is just to hear you say that you love me and never throw me away~ owh!how sweet it is! Dont take it serious to be getting angry/mad/moody with me my dear,I am afraid of it >.< i knew that once you hung up the phone, the first moment is still thinking of your lovely honey de..mwahh~ so i really enjoy it but i am trying my best to avoid as if you really get angry le. Actually the last call from you just now was suprising me! I wanted to ask you:"miss me le har? ><" but you hung up again. is okay~ (:at least i felt a lil happy le :P finally your voice turned out soft to me again.hehs. a sweet smile roughly appeared on my cheek. You know, once you talk to me softly, any bitterness, sadnesses...all gone! I am now longing the first message of you once you reached home will not be a "cold cold" one~ may my prayer comes true(: or else my ah chung sure wet wet again le(T.T). alriight~tik tok tik tok tik tokkkk.....waiting for my phone to vibrate(*dear text me)~

i just felt so alone=(

Please andy ng aik tshong, please my dear =(
I DID NOT LIE TO YOU! i kept on asking if i can skip the training la. =(
i also want to go out together with you ma.. how come you dont understand?=( hmm. You never believe what i say to you. ): it is now just a part of my life ma dear. If you still treat me as your beloved gf, just try to control your anger marh dear~=( it is too cruel to me onve you don bother me and pretend not to sayang me~ but i know you are still the one who love me much much~ (: i just hope that you could understand my feeling if i treat you like that too...='( the only fact that couldnt be changed is i love you the most! no one could replace you my dear~ MWAHHHSS~

do not go away from me :'(

"We had promised each other to study together after our SPM. i was so sad the moment u told me that you are going to leave me right after you got your SPM result. I do really hope that you will never go away from me ans so we will be able to stay together forever =( I would also get a heartache if i see you sacrifice for me. If you wait for me, you are going to waste a year, but why can't i just let go? :'( BECAUSE I CANT BEAR TO SEE YOU GO AWAY, I CANT BEAR TO LET OTHERS TO SHARE YOU! D': maybe it is just an excuse but i do really need you in my life... i will study hard so that i will not disappoint you..."

ANDY NG AIK TSHONG ~ the boy who i love deeply, the boy who i need in my life.. A strange starting point led us to be more happy and blessful. A message 'are you owen?' led us until today. =) i admired him at first i guess xP. Up to now, we still haven't realized how did we begin. do you, ah chung zai? xD he is a treasure for me =) we faced so so so many obstacles along the 1 and a half years. If i could turn the time back, i would not hurt him =( i know it does not make sense if i say i feel regret..."i promised i will try my best to be the best,trust me, can you?"........

Promises for the both of us =)
♥ both have to avoid argumentative issues
♥ to be more caring to each other all the time
♥ never lie to each other
♥ never keep secrets to oneself
♥ missing each other every single moment xP